life · my poems

Breakable..

I kept on writing and then deleting, either to tell you guys the background or not.. yes, no, yes,no.. i guess yes.. i think no. okay no. I aint telling you what happened , but yes, last night, again, it was me and my wet pillow.. I have been lying too these days, little lies, but whatsoever, a lie is a lie. Life has been, weird. I thought it had changed a little, and God sent a few loving angels for me (:  but if I have angels around, I can not overlook the fact that Im surrounded in humans. Those, which cant see me happy.

Fine then, I tried a lot to make you happy. But if your happiness lies in seeing me sad, i am okay with that.

But you, if you ever read this.. I love them. They have been the smile on my face when it was you who made me cry. You want me to run away from them? You want me to ‘experience’ and ‘face’ loneliness? Cool, as if I hadn’t ever done that..but yeah, if that makes you content, I guess I’ll do it.

Couldn’t come up with anything else, not in a mood to say everything inside, coz probably that would be something that again, would not make you happy. -.- So I’ll just post this poem, wese bhi haven’t posted a poem since ages, so yeah, here it goes..


My Heart is Just so Breakable

My heart is just so breakable,
be careful not to play.
It has some pain for every creature,
it is as soft as clay.

My heart is just so breakable,
it is as clear as glass,
but once, if shattered, through it,
no ray of hope can pass.

My heart is just so breakable,
it’s filled with a thousand tears,
but sad it is, to accept, that these,
were presents from my peers.

My heart is just so breakable,
it starves for a few smiles,
some fake companions walked with it,
n left alone after few miles.

My heart is just so breakable,
no harsh words it can bear,
but it’s only wish, it’s utmost desire,
it needs a lot of care.

It's already broken, why worsen it?

PS. I am sorry. For lying to you.
Advertisements

23 thoughts on “Breakable..

  1. Ohhh, sigh…
    In order to give u my own advice, I would try to remember what happened to me when i was 17. But… I couldnt…My memory is so bad…I forgot all now…
    I have read some in some blogs about their first loves, and only remaining feeling of mine is that first love is…the worst love (Note: This is my own feeling when reading that). Most of them said that they wanted to die when their first love broken….Then, I would try to remember what was my first love to seek whether I wanted to die like them…But…I couldnt…I forgot all as well…
    …My youth seems to be stolen by my bad memory…lol
    P/S: Give up all negative feelings, the world around u is very beautiful. Just open ur eyes widely…wipe all tears…then smile…

  2. awwww… *hugs* relax kid…

    “Fine then, I tried a lot to make you happy. But if your happiness lies in seeing me sad, i am okay with that.” hahah I say this every day to her :p

  3. Goofy………

    Do you know when you cry, look up on the sky, a star defiantly gets faint cause someone somewhere very special gets most gloomy on your tears who would have never wanted you to cry even once, who Loves you more than every single in this entire Universe…. Your Mother…

    She left her angel on Earth among sloppy who will never care of this precious little girl but Allah is there who loves you 70 times more than your Mama…

    Mama wanted you to learn things by yourself, be confident and bold, face the world, face the relations….because she had trust in her little Doll… Will you break her trust???

    You are never alone Little Sweetheart, whenever you feel so, Close your eyes and feel Mama around you….She is there and she will always be….

    My Child relations hurt but still they remain RELATION and you have to keep them, you would have to try hard to win but do remember that you are not a Loser and you have to keep on fighting. The moment they hurt, the next moment they might be the reason of your Smile. The thing is you have to keep positive things in mind…

    Always try to forgive and forget….

    And Listen my innocent dove….. Whenever your eyes get filled with tears, think about Mama who wherever she is always want you to giggle and Smile and whose Smile lays in the shine of your star eyes…

  4. Darling, you have been through so much…and we all go through stages that makes it hard to walk a straight line….I am not ever going to stop coming here…I am not going to stop loving you…even though we have not met. If I could …I would….take your sadness and tears away and turn them into a thousand stars…filled with hope for a better tomorrow…where there’s no more tears and no more sadness….and certainly no band-aids LOL….Big hugs and tons of love…~ Amanda [[[[[{{{{{HUGSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS]]]]]]]]]]]]]]

  5. Sigh, this poem was sensational!
    Unfortunately I suck at consoling others and cannot offer you any advice/moral support.
    But…..
    you do have a new cyber friend–yeehaw!

  6. Troubles of the heart eh? *un-wise smile*

    I’d say :S.. don’t get into any silly messes like these. Messes up the world within a human. Take a lesson from present pains and try not to delve into the past too much – doesn’t help anybody yeah?

    Dunno how else to console/advice. Am not that wise after all :S.

    Duas!

  7. SHAKHU WHAT HAPPENED YAR WHY R U SAD DUN BE SAD
    WE ALL ARE WITH U BESIDE US THERE IS ALLAH SO
    STAY HAAPY
    AGREED WITH DEE LIFE IS A NAME OF CHALLENGE SO U HAVE TO ACCEPT EVERY CHALLENGE AND TENSION PROBLEM ARE THE PART OF LIFE SO DUN EVER TRIED TO CRYYYYY COZ NO ONE WANT U 2 CRYYYYYY 🙂

  8. That was touchy… umm well i have always been trying to motivate u to look at the brighter side of the life.. But umm actually its not one of those days where i might help u much cz i myself is kinda depressed today.. but yes i would just say one thing that girl after every dark night a very bright and sunny morning awaits…
    So always be positive in life and try to find the gud even in those who always let u down…
    For if u aint rewarded in this world.. the next world has loads of surprises for u then 🙂

  9. Hmmmm May Allah the merciful heal your heart, Ameen-sum-Ameen! Have Faith in Allah N know that when you trust Allah, he never let you down. You’re in my prayers, Insha-Allah! Life is very unpredictable, sweety – make the best out of it. N as string, brave as you are, am sure you’ll manage! Lucky are you to have so many friends, who cares 🙂 All comments above are proof of you being loved! Allah bless.

  10. Absolutely erroneous! Unjustified!!
    Don’t EVER permit anybody to filch away your glee. God has gifted you a stunning life, why are you obliterating it for somebody, who didn’t even care? Huh?

    Kid, don’t ruin your ‘sweet seventeen’ age. You won’t be able to wind back, later.

    Stand straight, move forward; unshaken & rigid.

  11. HELLO WORLD, YOU ALL PLEASE SHUT UP, okay?
    I MEAN IT, SHUT UP….

    Don’t you dare remind her of MAMA, Dee, get it.
    Don’t you dare call her Broken, people, get it.
    Don’t you dare call her unmotivated, Sana, get it.
    Don’t you dare call her SAD…

    She is not SAD. She has just written a poem.
    But you people would just not stop giving advices, bla bla bla. A person maybe or may not be sad, but you people will make him/her sad to the fullest.

    Can’t you people think, that a girl, who can write such motivational stuff before, and even THIS girl wrote the post “Wipe the tear and Smile”…She Cannot get WEAK, or SAD, or NON-MOTIVATED!!

    OK…

    PS. Don’t take my words on your heart. But this girl is a very STRONG and SPECIAL personality, this poem is just a creation of her but not her inner feelings….Its just her sour paste coming to her mind again and again. But she is ALRIGHT….She is FANTASTIC. and she will be FANTASTIC. INSHALLAH 🙂

Leave a Reply

Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in:

WordPress.com Logo

You are commenting using your WordPress.com account. Log Out / Change )

Twitter picture

You are commenting using your Twitter account. Log Out / Change )

Facebook photo

You are commenting using your Facebook account. Log Out / Change )

Google+ photo

You are commenting using your Google+ account. Log Out / Change )

Connecting to %s